endless dusk.

I'm going to switch livejournal account guys!
here's my new one:
http://nanneh.livejournal.com/
http://nanneh.livejournal.com/
http://nanneh.livejournal.com/


please add me ;o; <3

i want to make one
one for my own


but,
I need people to actually join it
and, well, I'm not up to running an oekakiboard.


does anyone know where I can make my own though?
Without having to ask people to make on for me?
like, just a site you can register or something that's like that?

I really love the tools with oekaki-ing,
but I'm sort of scared to draw on other oekaki sites actually,
I don't know if I'm really welcome to draw there and stuff
/nervous
or I'll just join yours?

(TEN YOU BITCH, I WANT TO JOIN YOUR OEKAKI BOARD IF YOU'RE READING THIS,
YOU BETTER BE READING THIS TEN-TEN OR I'LL----- rape you  <333 )


dayummmm help me please? Q A Q
I'm such a tard



oh, and
sorry for not...
checking stuff here.
I really apologize!!

I've been listening to the Jazz version of Phoenix Wright's Objection theme, OVER AND OVER.
It's really, a nice song~~
I never really was a person for Jazzm but this is just, wonderfull on so many levels!

I found a site which has all the Music Albums (soundtrack you know and stuff) from the Ace Attorney games:
http://compilingpw.com/pwmusic

I downloaded my stuff, from the original site, which was court records, but they took the music off.


Anyway, I got my new inking pens today!
These ones: http://www.archonia.com/images/items/38507.jpg
https://www.archonia.com/var/img_fullview.php?aid=38506&sample=0
https://www.archonia.com/images/items/23588.jpg
and a few others c:
they work fine!!
Oh god, I never had fineliners that were so easy to line with; I've always had the lame cheap ones ;o;

Here are some wips:

Death the kid~ Inking had been a little new to me with those pens; so it looks messy



uh, My character for my comic c:


Miku! from Vocaloid, I won't finish her though, the file is to big to ink for me, I get lazy!

fkkkk
my old friend (like the one who was my friend on da from the beginning)
is just neglecting me

cause she/he got a new best friend,
and she/he's not really talking to me anymore, just to her/his new bf.
i feel kinda depressed now....


OH WELL..


uh,
I still don't know how LJ works,
(sob)


baay ;o;

( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. )

(STORING HERE LOL)

why are the images so small?
Why can't I make them bigger? ;__;

FUCKING CATEGORY THING ON DA IS FUCKING MESSED UP.


so I'm submitting it here .
I drew phoenix today : D
OH GOD
this is my rant that i was suposse to do in the deviant comments
'<sup>
HAHA.
GO ME FOR MAKING HIM ALL 'KAWAII DESU @W@'
i didn't have reference; i drew him out ta my head ;u;

and. and...
YOU KNOW WHAT HE DRINKS AGAIN...
URGH HOW WAS IT CALLED AGAIN......
anyway its not alcohol or something so don't get your hopes up c:

I LOVE PHOENIX WRIGHT.
SO
FUCKING
MUCH.


like if there's gonna be another Apollo Justice game,
then I want Phoenix back.
<b> I WANT HIM FUCKING BACK OKAY (CRIES)</b>

i want to play with lawyer Feenie.
hohoho.
(cough)

AND I WANT EDGEWORTH

FEENIEXEDGEY = OTP! :love:
YOU HEARD ME.


asdfjkdkjldasjklkj FUCK APOLLO SORRY BUT YOU'RE CUTE APOLLO BUT PHOENIX = LOVE.
:icontakethatplz:

ugh, listening to your 'Objection' theme song,
makes me so fucking sad.
so fucking SAD.

BTW GO LISTEN TO PHOENIX WRIGHT: ACE ATTORNEY SONGS OKAY.
sorry i sorta ... ranted here (sob)




made this with colour pencils ;u;
thank you Ten for burrowing them to me! :heart:'



yes c:

anyway here is the drawing:


hhahahahahahahahh~~~~

and moar @W@:


and moar shit
but I already did that ;;
imma go finish my other stuff

po.

I'm getting depressed again, oh shit.


School is going to start again on the 25th.
and,
I have to do my previous grade over (which would be 10th grade or 9th? idk).
AGAIN.

and the worst thing,
is that I end up in a class I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANY GIRL OFF.
I mean, my male friend is in that class, so that makes it a little easier.

but during gym,
boys and girls do that like, seperate.
so that means, I will always get picked last, be ignored, have to DO THIS FREAKING ANNOYING FUCK CLASSES WITH BITCHES I DON'T KNOW.

and plus,
I'm socially retarded.

I haven't made a friend since long time ago




I'M SCREWED
DAMN IT I WANT HOMESCHOOLING (CRIES)

HERE WE GO!

I'm going to do this betch now harhar.
it will take some time, but this gives me ideas to continue crap.
YEY~~ //WAVES HANDS

My friend has her birthday Party today.
And I'm nervous, because I do not know anyone there 'cept for her.
And her boyfriend is there too (who I never met before, so I'm wondering how he's like c: ) so I bet she'll spend the whole day with him
/sigh

I think I'll just go for an hour and then go back home.
I get insecure around people I don't know and it takes a long time for me to open up.
plus I look like shit;
I went sleeping at 7 in the morning, because I had to finish something.
and now I look liek this walking zombie.
and.
more stuff that makes me look like a zombie.

I hate this /sob

I don't want to go
I should make up an excuse.
yeah....


I'm such a wonderfull friend LOL.

Which Death Note Genius are You Most Like? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Near Near, intelligent, enigmatic, and a little kid at heart. His rivalry with Mello seems one sided, because revenge is at the top of this genius's list. Near 93% L 71% Yagami Raito 71% Matt 57% Mikami Teru 50% Mello 29%

I didn't really expect myself to be like Near though.
More like Mikami Teru or Matt.
But then again, I don't want to have a best friend.
It's usually one-sided and that person ends up using you.
Foolish to have one actually.
So you know,
What is the use of it anyway?
So, I couldn't be like Matt.

I can't really believe that I'm close to L and Raito too!
That's like... impossible.




I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE NEAR
/sob

but yes, I would like to play revenge on someone I know.
Heck, there are a lot of people I would like to play revenge on.


Pointless journal,
when you do this quiz too, send me a link okay? : D

fuck it guys
fuck it hard.

I lost my password of my gaia account
and I've been trying to recieve it
over
and
over

and I can't seem to get it
fuck

now I tried to send it to my old email account
but
the problem is,
I don't know the password of THAT email account.

fail
fail

I hate it when my computer gets re-installed again
I lose all my passwords
and stuff

/sob


anyway guys,
I'm not sure about drawing stuff lately,
I feel a little insecure when I look at my friends drawings for example.
they seem to do good.
while, I..... I don't get that much attention anymore
is it because I got worse?
Do I annoy people?
I'm a little worried.

Hell I'm being more active over here then on da
I deleted all my 500+ deviations, it was just to much to check.

anyway I'll finish this picture of Roxas and Sora soon:

I almost finished inking it.
it was a hell of a job.

thanks for reading!

PENIS LAND.




OH GOD WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS
WHAT
THE
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

look at the lama thing they are on.


ok I went to this camping thing in Belgium with a friend of mine.
And we like went swimming and stuff.
and there were these boys with ballon things.
and.
it looks like penis.

srsly.


THOSE ARE PENIS I SWEAR

and moar:

LOOK MOMMEH I FOUND A PENIS BALLON!


oh god this is so gay on so many levels.







it was pretty there though c:
I liked the view:

yeah that's pretty nice.



and there was this fucking LAMA THING.
YOU KNOW FROM THE FIRST PICTURE
LOOK:

SO HOT I WANT TO HUMP IT TOO.


and that was my day.
how gay
and happy
and i'm happy now

peace out.

Things that are on hold at the moment:

This is Link from Zelda c:
I tried to make him a little more like he was in The Windwaker Game c:


Roxas gets an apple on his head!
Kinds like Newton got right? C:
Don't you just have gravity sometimes!!





but at the moment I'm working on inking this drawing:

Also Sora!
I love Sora c:

forget what I said.
Like this boy, no I have to say male cause he looks like 18+
He lives next door
and he's so fucking adorable.


Ok here's the story.

Today the mail man asked me if I could drop this package off when they would be home
so I was like ok.
I left the package in the hall.

And like a moment ago,
this guy ringed the doorbell and I was like 'Jeez'
So i look in the mirror and I see myself,
URGH WHAT AN UGLY FACE URGH URGH URGH.
I haven't washed myself in 2 days LOL. And my hair I didn't even do it.
And I look like shit.
I even walk barefood.

anyway;
I open the door and there he is.

He looks korean
and.
so cute
sdfkdfkjldalkjdfkljkld
so i was like 'ohshishithisishhithishishisthisthits'
he was like ' package blablabla '
so i turned grabbed the package; gave it to him and he was like 'SHIT THIS PACKAGE IS HEAVY, K thanks bye'
and he walks away to his door.
and I quickly close the door.










urgh I stared at myself in the mirror.
I look ugly /sob

Why do people continue rambling about their boyfriends and friends?
Isn't it better to not have boyfriends nor friends at all then?

That's what I do now.
And life has been working out great lately,
nobody is in my way.

Nobody bothers me
I just have these little friends,
I visit them every once in a while.
To make me keep socializing.

And it works out c:
I never thought that it would do that!

So I'm going to continue my life this way.
at least till I'm done with studying and so on.

YAY!

I hope I'll make some new little friends at my new school year though.
At least I could talk to someone in class then c:

My mother is being the most annoying ***** lately.
She's driving me crazy.

I know that I've been being lazy lately and so on.
So what did I thought today?
I thought that if I would help mom with cleaning that she would be a little more happy and stuff.
So today she called me and started ranting against me. About that I have to find a job.
EXCUSE ME?
I have to find a job?
SCREW YOU.
that's my own fkin choice.

always when I decide to do sth about myself; things come along and end up making things worse. Why do I do this?
I've been thinking about doing sth about my life for a while.
and I think I will do it when I won't make next grade.
No, I just will do it. I won't think about it.
I'm such a failure at life; I'm just stating a fact.
When I feel so bad like this, nobody is around. I just wanted someone to call that I can talk about this; or just listen to that person talking to me. My mom is ignoring me now. And I will probably be banned from the computer. I hate this. I hate this so much. I really want to be someone else; or just to have another personality. Why can't I change things? why am I to stupid to do that. sdkjfajdksfdsakjl

bye ;u;

I feel worried about some things.
but I'm being positive!
Keeping up the hope : D

I guess I am going to use this live journal as my dumping spot.
For drawings, works in progress and such.

I' m also really glad with my firefox at the moment,
it corrects every English mistake I make. LOL
It can be annoying too. When words aren't wrongly spelled,
he still gives them well.. as wrongly spelled : D

I did a paintchat session again with friends;
this is what the result of it was:

And more!

just a few of the many that I have saved : D



and I drew on Iscribble with a friend C:

I drew the one on the left;
lol I feel lame on live journal; like anyone reads this XD;

Ohmy~ I love Lead!
It's all thanks to Katekyo Hitman REBORN! actually~ *U*
So here I have the lyrics of one of their songs 'STAND UP'
also the ending of KHREBORN!.
So the romaji version; kanji!
I'm working on english~ XD


LEAD - 'STAND UP'

* Get it on まだ上がるテンション　絆in Da 先導
突き進むのは　We'll Rock it まだDon't stop it
Wake up! 鳴り響く10カウント　飛び立つよ点火
秘めた力　We'll Rock it　まだDon't stop it　Jam onでまだDon't stop it *

Hello～　最近調子どう?　Hey yo!! めちゃめちゃ絶好調!
早速電源ONにして music please! Come on!!
じゃ～行きますか DJ play the song!

面倒なこと蹴飛ばして rock on!!　続行する道半ばする想像
堂々と胸張って生きたい本当の所　思い通りには行かない…
心だけがいつも先走る男　空を見渡せば気まぐれな晴れ
時に冷たく容赦なく打つ雨　誰もが思いもしない沈む影
まるまる一年365日　絶やさずkick it!　個力強い意志
からなる日々が作る大きな道　そこで生まれるさらなる意味

* REPEAT

弱気な気持ちになると畏まる　余計上手くいかなくて立ち止まる
傷つくのが怖ぇ　殻を破るのが怖ぇ
でもそんなんみんな同じやん　一緒やん
逃げ出したくなるのは当然　今の位置から踏み出す勇気

一歩でも二歩でもペースは自由に　成功しなくてもええよ　A Yo!
抵抗する姿勢で成長　Take off　0勝からいずれは1000勝　連勝
殿堂入りの旅へLet's GO!

* REPEAT

いつだって向かい風の中でどうしようもないくらいcryな日々で
丸くなったってしょうがないし　待ってたって何も来やせん
全然　OK　じゃあ参ろう year 1.2.3.4 調子Dooo～!?　A YO!
そんな感じでついてきな皆　オレ九州男児

* REPEAT

何が良いとかダメとか　あるとかないとか
じゃ～なんとなくはなしにして生きたい
About around. ‘U turn' of this way「戻らん時間」だから Yes! just do it!
やってるだけじゃ何も意味ないから
やれて初めてそこでかっこいいのなら
好きな事ほどやり通す事で　次第にでかい自分に出会うここで


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(*) Get it on mada aga ru tenshon kizuna in Da sendou
tsuki susumu noha Well Rock it mada Dont stop it
Wake up! nari hibiku 10 kaunto tobi tatsu yo tenka

Hello ~ saikin choushi dou ? Hey yo!! mechamecha zekkouchou !
sassoku dengen ON nishite music please! Come on!!
ja ~ iki masuka DJ play the song!

mendou nakoto keritoba shite rock on!! zokkou suru michi nakaba suru souzou
doudou to mune hatte iki tai hontou no tokoro omoi toori niha ika nai ...
kokoro dakegaitsumo sakibashiru otoko sora wo miwatase ba kimagure na hare
tokini tsumeta ku yousha naku utsu ame daremo ga omoi moshinai shizumu kage
marumaru ichinen 365 nichi taya sazu kick it! ko chikaraduyoi ishi
karanaru hibi ga tsukuru ooki na michi sokode umare rusaranaru imi

* REPEAT

yowaki na kimochi ninaruto kashikoma ru yokei umaku ikanakute tachi toma ru
kizutsu kunoga kowae kara wo yaburu noga kowae
demosonnanminna onaji yan issho yan
nigedashi takunarunoha touzen ima no ichi kara fumi dasu yuuki

ippo demo niho demo pe^su ha jiyuu ni seikou shinakutemoeeyo A Yo!
teikou suru shisei de seichou Take off 0 kachi karaizureha 1000 kachi renshou

* REPEAT

itsudatte mukai kaze no naka dedoushiyoumonaikurai cry na hibi de
maruku nattatteshouganaishi matte tatte nanimo koya sen
zenzen OK jaa mairo u year 1.2.3.4 choushi Dooo ~ !? A YO!
sonna kanji detsuitekina mina ore kyuushuu danji

* REPEAT

nani ga yoi toka dame toka arutokanaitoka
ja ~ nantonakuhanashinishite iki tai
yatterudakeja nanimo imi naikara
yarete hajimete sokodekakkoiinonara
suki na koto hodoyari tousu koto de shidai nidekai jibun ni deau kokoe



I romajied it myself.
So I do hope I didn't make mistakes. Actually I'm pretty sure I didn''t, my dad helped me.

Thank you for reading!

shithsit; im going to fuck op german todaaay D: